:: a piece of memory ::

friends or enemy


just watch a drama
that triggers a sad part of my life
when i experiences disappointments
the feeling of betray etc.....

have you ever had a friend
who you thought was always
the greatest person that you know
and you can trust her.
i once open my heart trust this person,
knowing that she i no harm to me
a true friend of mine
but after few years i realize
the truth...


having a friend that you trust to
get a guy you like away from you
without saying anything
nor feel sorry...
i was speechless..

crazy me pretend nothing happen
and even try to match make them
but i dun feel good inside
they were together without letting me know
and still ask me to go out with them
and treated as a light bulb between them
the feeling is bad...

think about it i was really out of mind
maybe i was still young back then...
all along i thought i could forgive and forget her
even till today but in the end i can't.
i still hope tht one day her would tell me why
did she treat me like this....
but i knew that was impossible
and i knew i can never treat her
the way i did in the past..
it is when i learn not to trust
someone easily...
never know that the one close to you
might be the one who hurt you most.

I'm just afraid to trust
cause i might trust the wrong one.
but iwould love to have someone i can
truly trust..