:: bad day ::

recently work really sucks...

rarely use these words but i seriously tell you..

recently really so bad the only one word can be use to descried which is

SUCKS!!!

phew~... so many thing is at the wrong place..

everything just so wrong

and

i make a big mistake by

forget to keep track the time and

eat into other teachers lesson...

aaarrrrhhhhh.....

what wrong with me today~~~!!!!

i feel super super super duper bad about all this

i m so sorry to the tamil , chinese and malay teachers

that i eat into their class ...

why art lesson always like that...

why this class 107 nv listen... and move fast...

so many why that i cant answer to myself and i feel

like giving up hope on two class...

so hard to control the class... have to chase them for home work.. one assignment took ages to finish.. give them chances they climb over your head.

ever seen i start teaching in D-Y- secondary school

my opinion toward teaching changes from hopeful to a big NO..

the previous schools i teach was like heaven ..

teachers over there was nice n friendly..

but this time round

it is totally different ..

just like i drop from heaven to hell..

seriously not kidding...

the students was freaking bad & naughty

no respect to teachers

plus the t-----rs there wasn't that wonderful too...

lucky i got farhana there.. if not i think i will just leave this school and

go other sch....

it is just so hard to be an art teacher

all we get is scolding from bloody hell naughty students...

i go there to teach not to get scolding... sooooooo

many unhappy things happen ever seen i enter this school.....

so now, the very now i don;t feel like going back... to that 'hell'

but thinking of the students, they have work to finish

to learn..

i have no choices to force myself to enter crazy classes...

haiz.. lucky enough i enjoy sharing all the diff ways of drawing, painting methods..

if not...

i really cant survives there...

passion in art is the only

motivation i have

to keep me moving..

sorry people to listen a whole lot of complains and unpleasant words..

but i just need to say out to feel better...

coz beside farhana

not much of people i can say to that

understands my situation...

really felt heart pain...

haiz~

=(

i think i might not want to be a secondary school

art teacher

if you plan to take..

please try relief teachhing first

before you join

the teaching forces

in

seconday

sch