face it~

life back to normal... having stress from parents about taking degree course...

now beside teaching for hrs , i also busy with my solo show which is coming soon~... OMG..
all of the sudden i feel that it is so fast. staying up late to rush all my artwork.. hopefully that Emily and yek like it.. i really afraid they dun like it.. kinda giving myself lots of stress recently..
tml hav to go down to gallery to get things done.. wonder whta they will say ... WORRIED~ to the max can.. first time slol show really hope everything go on smoothly.... really worried that it dun turn out gd.. as my lecturers might be coming to see.. . the kind of scary is undescrible. waiting for judgment.. but must jia you and face it...

too many unhappy thing happen recently... suppose to be two person problem yet it involve with ppl that i dun know.. dun get them.. i dun know them why i have to recieve such treatment from them .. dun get why want to make friend with me yet knowing that it is not possible... not that i being not friendly but i really dun want to have any connection with her. i dun want to know what you and him are... hope she would understand my feeling and why i could treat her as friend.. be one of her friends.. you cant get anything from me about him.. and hope her friends stop disturding my blog.. flaming here n there .. no point and stay away if you want to do that..sorry that you are not welcome..

now all i want is build up my career.. concentrate on my degree.. thats all... ~

ai qing.. if it meant to be it will come.
no matter how i run, i can get away frm it .